Bodhi Jade’s Love

Bodhi Jade’s Love
Bodhi Jade’s Love

Bodhi Yu is a young woman over 30 years old. Because her mother believed in Buddhism, she was named this. During her student days, she was always a school beauty. She was noble, elegant, pure and agile. Her classmates called her Bodhi Fairy.

Yu’s life has always been smooth, she has everything she wants in college

, work, marriage, and having children.But Yu has a knot that no one knows about – in middle school, there was a boy she liked. They were deskmates, had implicit expressions of love, and had happy youthful years. Later, they separated without saying goodbye and separated very far…

The boy’s name is Xiao, and he is handsome and melancholy like Danny Chan.Yu likes to secretly appreciate him, just like looking at a moving painting.They have watched movies, drank coffee, and held hands together.Xiao also confessed his love shyly, but Yu Xiaoxiao said nothing, but she felt very happy in her heart.

Yu and Xiao from college went to study in different cities. At this time, Jun came to Yu’s side. Jun loved Yu to the extreme. Yu could no longer hold anything else in his life. From then on, he lost all contact with Xiao. I don’t know what happened in these days.

This separation lasted for sixteen years, and the sea of ??people was vast.Yu, who is in her thirties, can’t explain why. Over the years, she has been thinking of Xiao when she is frustrated and wants to know his situation.But through all my classmates and friends, Xiaoxiang evaporated and lost contact with everyone. The only clue was that he later stayed in Shanghai.

Yu’s job is to deal with computers. She has been working for about three years. She has been looking for Xiao in QQ crazily. In addition to her work Q, almost all of her friends are from Shanghai.She couldn’t tell why this was done. Whenever she sat in the cafe, she would think of Xiao, who was still the same as she was back then. She was so handsome and gentle. Yu could remember all Xiao’s hobbies, songs she loved singing, snacks she loved the most, and which finger she liked the most…

As long as the unit is going to Shanghai, Yu will grab it.Every time I finish my business, I will stay for a few more days, stay in the streets and crowds of Shanghai, waiting for a miracle to happen, and waiting for God to favor her.Yu no longer knows whether Xiao is fat or thin now, and what she is looking for is the handsome Xiao back then.Yuhui sat alone in the street position of the cafe until very late, and Yuhui would drink bitter wine in the bar all night, but she and Xiao still had no chance.

The more you can’t find it, the stronger the longing will be.Yu began to suffer from insomnia, Xiao would often appear in her dreams. Xiao was always so desperate in the dreams, and Yu was frightened every time she woke up.

Yu was determined to find Xiao. Only when he saw him could he let go of his hanging heart. No matter what he was doing now, no matter how good he was now, only when he saw him would he feel at ease.

Yu found where Xiao and his parents lived 16 years ago and asked almost all of their neighbors.Finally God was moved and gave Yu a clue. An aunt was also from Shanghai. In the past, Xiao’s parents often helped her bring some things to their family when they returned to Shanghai. There was a Xiao’s parents calling in Shanghai, but they had never called again in recent years, and they didn’t know if the number had changed.The aunt copied the number to Yu from a small notebook, and Yu finally had new hope – Xiao’s parents’ phone number.

In the evening, Yu told her husband that she worked overtime and locked herself in the office. She turned the swivel chair back and forth for countless times, and she was sweating in her palms holding the number. What would happen if she called her? Yu suddenly became scared… Is it appropriate for her to do this?Why did I never think about this before? Maybe Xiao had forgotten her long ago and was living a peaceful and happy life with his own beloved wife and children.However, I had never had any inappropriate thoughts, but I just felt uneasy about Xiao. Yu struggled to do the final ideological struggle and finally picked up the microphone.
"Hey, hello." The aunt answered the phone.
"Oh, is it Xiao’s home?" Yu asked in a trembling voice.
"Yes, who are you?" Yu was happy. It was Xiao’s home, and she was about to find her Xiao.
"Oh, I’m a classmate in City X. I haven’t seen him for many years. There is no news about him at several class reunions over the years. Recently, I’m going to Shanghai on a business trip and want to see him." Yu said a lot in one breath, and she didn’t know why.
"Oh, who are you?" asked in confusion on the other side of the phone.
"Oh, I am Bodhi Jade."
"What, Bodhi Jade?" Auntie’s voice trembled a little.
"Oh, yes, Auntie, is Xiao with you now?"
"Oh, he is not here." Yu was so disappointed when he heard this.
"Then can you give me his phone number?" Yu asked anxiously.
"Oh, let’s do it, leave your phone number and let him call you back." Yu was disappointed again.
"Oh, then that’s it, goodbye. Doudu…" The other end of the phone had already hung up.

Yu was stunned for five minutes with the phone. What’s wrong? An ordinary classmate can’t even sue his phone number?Or are there any other reasons?That night, Yu tossed and turned and couldn’t sleep. The familiar dream appeared again, Xiao struggled in pain, and she could do nothing.

A week later, on the streets of Shanghai.Yu was wearing Xiao’s favorite embroidered Chinese buttoned top, with brown curly hair and a small dragonfly stuck on his forehead. This was given by Xiao when he was a student, and Yu has always treasured it.The night in Shanghai is so bright and quiet, charming and intoxicating, but Yu didn’t want to see the scenery. She was thinking about how to ask Xiao’s parents about Xiao’s situation.

Friends helped me and found out the roughly block where Xiao’s parents lived through the telecommunications company. Yu stood nearby and called.
"Hey

, hello! I am Xiao’s old classmate. Is he here?"
"Oh, he’s gone abroad."
"What, I went abroad. Didn’t you hear me talking about the last time I called?"
"Auntie, can you tell me his phone number?"
"Are you Bodhi Jade?"
"Yeah, yes."
"Oh, he…"
"I have arrived at the intersection. Can I let me go upstairs to see your two elders? I finally came to Shanghai."
"Ah, oh, kid, are you in Shanghai?"
"Yes, I’m nearby. Can you tell me the house number?"
"…" The other end of the phone kept silent.
"Auntie, I went back to City X after finishing my work. I just want to visit Xiao and you. I am Yu, can’t you remember it at all? I often go to your house to play at school…"
"Oh, #巴##365, come up"
"Ah, OK!" Yu’s heart was so excited that she could not bear it.

Yu finally asked, and was finally close to Xiao. Yu couldn’t hide her excitement and ran to Xiao’s parents’ house quickly. She stood in front of the door and hesitated for a moment, but knocked on it. The door opened.The one who opened the door was the aunt, Xiao’s mother, and Yu could still recognize it."Hello, Auntie, are you in good health over the years? Do you still remember me? I am Yu. I often went to your house to play when I was a child." Yu asked politely. The old man who was stunned then remembered to let Yu enter the house. Yu found that Xiao’s mother’s eyes were filled with tears.Yu’s heart tightened, holding the old man’s hand and didn’t dare to ask anything, but her intuition told her that Xiao was here, she had not gone abroad, and she was not at home.

After a long time of greeting, Yu still couldn’t help but ask anxiously: "Why did Xiao lose contact with all his classmates over the years? He was so outstanding when he was in school. What are you doing now? Are you holding a grandson?…"

Xiao’s mother could no longer control her, and she cried and said, "Xiao has been suffering all these years. He is so strong that he broke off contact with all his former friends. One summer vacation in his second year of college, he ran to a toy factory in a foreign company to work. Due to a fire in the workshop of an accident, Xiao saved several female workers. However, because he inhaled too much toxic gas, he was in a coma, which led to kidney failure and had been relying on hemodialysis to maintain his life. One morning at the beginning of this year, he suddenly had heart failure and left."

"Leave", what does it mean to leave?Jade’s heart was pulled and torn apart, and the pain penetrated deep into the bone marrow and was almost fainting.Over the years, she thought it was Xiao who forgot herself, but she never expected that something might happen to Xiao.When those dreams appeared, she should have come to him instead of waiting until now. Yu was resentful to herself in her heart. Her Xiao, whom she had never forgotten for so many years, left like this. No one saw her and no one knew about her. How could it be?The goodbye sixteen years ago turned out to be a forever farewell. How could Yu bear it?My heart seemed to be broken into pieces, and tears fell like broken pearls.

"You are the one Xiao talks about the most in recent years, Yu." Xiao’s mother said, wiping her tears.

"Xiao said that he wanted to marry you so much, and he liked you since he was a child. Unfortunately, he didn’t have the chance to tell you. He said that losing all contact may be the best way to make you forget him. He is not sure how much you love him, but he loves you and doesn’t want you to see him like that. He always said, "I once wanted to give you a lifetime of happiness, but I can’t do it again, so let better people love you." Yu almost fainted as Xiao’s mother said.

"This is Xiao’s diary. He said that he might have the chance, so he will leave it to you." Xiao’s mother said as she put an exquisite carved tin silver box in Yu’s hand.

"Child, the name Bodhi Yu is mentioned too much in Xiao over the years, and he is only happy when he mentioned the time he was with you. I can see the happiness when he remembers you… If you have the chance to see him, you will definitely be very happy to see you when you still think about him like this!"

Xiao’s mother said something again, Yu could no longer hear it, and Yu was not clear about why she left Xiao’s family. She stood by the Huangpu River and cried bitterly, her voice heartbroken and heartbreaking.She did not see her virginity in the end, and all her memories were frozen sixteen years ago.The first few years of the dream were also the years when Xiao’s condition began to deteriorate. In the dark, he was looking for his jade. He wanted to see his jade, and his soul dreamed of it.But… this is what Yu couldn’t forgive herself the most. She had the diary in her arms, as if Xiao was hugging her gently. She didn’t dare to move, for fear of losing that feeling… She began to hate herself.

In the bar several nights, I could see a woman with moving eyes but despair. The more I drank, the more her heart hurts. She wanted to get drunk but couldn’t get drunk. She couldn’t get rid of the pain, regret, regret, and everything in her heart.Even though she was drunk, her heart still hurt, as if she was cut by a knife.

She finally fell asleep on the soft bed in the hotel. A ray of sunlight shone into the room through the curtains. She opened her eyes and saw her beautiful body. She smiled and pulled her hands and said, "You are still so stubborn, stubborn and loving. Let go of what you can. Put it down. It’s too tiring to put it in your heart. Live a good life, for your good health and for Jun, don’t worry those who love you." She didn’t want to hear it, and snuggled her head on Xiao’s shoulders, held his hand tightly, and refused to let go, even if it was in the next life, she would never want to let go again…

A few days later, in Shanghai, Tianmashan Cemetery, a black jade-like jacquard top with a pair of open-collared standing collar, the light dragonfly stuck on its long hair, holding a bunch of hyacinths, standing in front of Xiao’s tombstone…

This is exactly
Ten years of life and death are in vain.
If you don’t think about it, you will never forget it.
A lonely grave that has nowhere to talk about is desolate.
Even if we meet, we will not recognize each other, and our faces are covered with dust and hairs are like frost.
When I came to the night, I suddenly returned home.
The small window is dressing up.
Looking at each other, there are only tears flowing thousands of times.
I guess the heartbreaking place every year is: a bright moonlit night, a short pine hill.

Postscript: Xiao — Shanghai Jiaotong University’s 92nd high school student
An accident in 1994 caused renal failure
After 6 years of hemodialysis
Kidney transplant surgery was performed in 2001
Complications occurred in 2003
2005 Entering the late stage of the lesion
Died in 2007
Bodhi Jade– After reading the diary left by Xiao, he went to the cemetery to visit Xiao. Although she wanted to live well for him with his last words, she regretted that she had not been able to find Xiao earlier and became sick and became infected with the bad habit of smoking.

Jun — Later I learned everything, but I didn’t blame Yu, but I loved Yu even more and kept helping Yu forget this memory